January 31, 2007

Sorry, and thanks

Sorry dear...really sorry... /hugs

..and thanks guys...


..some are just random so...yeah....

It hurts

When you know some ppl dunno how to appreciate you, it hurts.

When you know ppl lied to you, it hurts.

When you found out some things, that you shouldn't have, it hurts.

When you found out ppl played with your feelings and trust, it hurts.


When you know you cant do anything about it, it hurts too.


and sometimes it hurts more cuz u know you cared...

why...

I end up tearing myself apart asking myself why..and what happened? I dunno anymore...

Suddenly, I just wanna die.

Ups and Downs

Bad things happen when unexpected...certain nice things come by when you dun plan it.

One moment everything seems to point to a 'perfect nice day'...and all of a sudden, everything seems to tumble...


Its been a rather nice day....but then again, I have my doubts about it...

...So...do I really feel happy about this day...or do I go :( at the end of the day?? さあ。。[Who knows..]


...feels lost... /goes sleep

January 29, 2007

Sumthing missing...

I dunno what it is, but back on my comp...back with classes tmr...back with dearie...and I feel like sumthing's missing...like something's not quite right but I cant figure out what and why...makes me feel like there's a hole sumwhere in me...makes me 'not so happy' and a bit blank some moments... /sigh ...

Perhaps it was the fun I had yesterday shopping and catching up with my sister...perhaps it was buying some pretty nice stuff yesterday and the excitement suddenly just ended abruptly...or perhaps it was just the end of holiday? I wasn't like that last time...I dunno....

...jeez I wish it'll be just fine when I wake up...hope it will be.

Btw, I screwed up the coding of my template so....you cant see my blog on IE (so it means you cant read this either, if you're still using ie...LOLZ ....oh c'mon switch to firefox already....

So...have fun in the new sem....see you guys around....

p/s: Cant wait for CNY..need the cash...as usual...bleh...

pp/s: I missed you so much dear, it felt so nice getting to be so close to you in the bus today...felt so warm

January 24, 2007

guh..

...the line was damn damn freakin slow... (dialup afterall...and TM's having some tricks up their sleeves again today, as usual) ....MMU Online System - Student Info Center cant be accessed....(oh but the financial kiosk can enter wor....idiot...) .....

...end up go shopping and ect ect whole day...came back...and nervously tried to access the damn page again.....


.....GUHHHHH....


..thank god I passed...the damn retest was useful afterall...

January 16, 2007

Ambitious

Pretty much a boring hols...if I don't find anything to do...hehe...

Wants to try making:

1. Lemon Merengue Cake/Pie
2. Cream Puff Pastry

Wants to improve
1. Pie (trying to make flaky pastry...sigh)
2. Egg Tart
3. ..err...KFC-type chicken? :P
4. Add more recipes into my 'cooking book' X3

...and

1. CNY Wardrobe Shopping /grins at mum
2. CNY-stuff shopping (deco and watnot)
3. CNY cookies - there was one time when me and my friend Ann kept SMSing each other 'coincidently' when I'm making cookies...and my Motorola T191 keypad has flour in it cuz I was making kueh bankek...hehe...she calls my cookies 'kiam kiam' cookies (salty cookies...cuz of possible dirt from hand and cellphone...which is not true...biiikkkk :P )
4. Watch and burn out a few animes, HDD needs a bit dusting..hehe ^^;


....but for now........i need a bath /runs off :P


dearie always sleep wan..... /pecks dearie .... ...pinchbutts!

January 10, 2007

Grins...

Hehe..yeah...papers finally over...and gosh it was such a relief...

Managed to finish CNY Layout ...so yeah...its merah merah here and there LOL!! Heck, Jusco already put on CNY songs!

Going Kuantan tmr (actually....in 4 hrs time...and i haven't packed!! DIE!) ...after that hang around a few days then go back SP....yay Fifi! Yay good food! :P

Anyways....wishing all MMUians Happy Holidays...and take care...ENJOY!


p/s: plans to go work for aunt this hols but chances are very slim...I want that camera SO SO badly ;__;

January 4, 2007

And I thought it was over...

Had 2 papers. One on 3rd. One on 6th. 3rd's more of a killer compared to 6th....and I thought it was over last nite....

Then my friend called me this morn.....

/chokes

...

/stares

/starts2curse

....

/throws 'post-exam plans' away

Lucky NOT ALL my plans disrupted.

Guess its a good thing in a way...can study more properly this time..heh.


/sigh


Thought I'd never live to see such days, never knew I'd be the one to strike the lottery.


/snugs up to dearie

Uh... Hi guys?

QJ here. :3

("")(O.O)("") RAWR!!!!
(Pic taken with my iPAQ rw6800 and by Voxy! X3 )

Surprised? I sure hope so - because I sure am! Vox sent me an invite, and well, I went, "Hmm. Why not, eh?".

So, here I am.

I used to write a blog, back in 2004 - a grand total of 6 (7, if you considered my 'blog dead' notice a post) posts in 3 months, before I gave up. No, I'm not giving you the link, besides, it's not hard to find :p

Expect mostly photos and pictures or even an occasional link or two about interesting stuff that I wanna share. I doubt that I'll be hardworking enough to write often. >.> (Then again, I might change my mind. No promises. :p )

For all you know, I might never post again. XP

P/S - I still think I look dumb in that picture, dear. (/stare @ Vox >.>)

January 2, 2007

Of Christmas and Of Loved Ones

Fifi has presents!

Here's pics that I took from home during the recent Christmas holidays. Wish I didn't have exams to worry bout and can just stay home longer...it was so nice to be gathering with my siblings, especially when there's a new member to the family to celebrate with us...

Our Christmas tree at home



Picture post. You have been warned.




Of sexy looking Fifis...


...of cute begging puppy-eyes...


...of EVEN MORE cute puppy-eyes...


...of Fifis never having to try too hard to look too cute...


...off itchy tooths...and playful companion...


...of 2-month old sweet smiling niece...


...on her cheeky smiles that never fails to grab family's attention...Fifi jealous and all...


Of Fifi winning back attention (and getting a belly-rub)...


...of Fifi not liking too much camera...


Of niece manage to win back attention, rather easily...



Of baby looking all too cute getting a back massage from mommy
(she managed to lift her head already!)



Of too-much-mushroom bought for Christmas dinner (all of that went to lasange..hehe)


Of tomatoes, onions and carrots...black pepper and herbs...


...some chicken and sausages...


Of pasta sauce ready for the pan...


...and of cheese and lasagne sheets...


Of curious doggie patrolling the kitchen...


Of presents under the tree...


And of food...


...food...


...and MORE food.


More pressies and WINE to boost! *hic*


And a very contented babe...after a whole night partying...





And of an achy heart missing a loved one seperated by distance (and perhaps work).
I missed you.


And I wanna spend my next Christmas with you. Wherever it may be.
/pecks and kisses


Unconsciously...

...I have become a bit like QJ...

=.=


My table's full of coins..here and there...not to mention a few arcade tokens... ^^;;

...and I remember nagging him bout it last time...


bah...but then again, it could just be HIS coins...he just drops them there everytime he comes here (if he has coins in his pockets that is) ....so... :P

Oh btw...Happy New Year... (I cant believe I can no longer write '/06' at the last digits when i write down a date of sumthing....